How about now?

Hallo!

I do like learning foreign lanagues. So right now I'm in the prosses of learning how to say hello/hey in 15 different lanagues. I know weird. But it fills my time. I like it. So let me tell you the ones I know, Spanish, Lithuanian, Italian, English, ASL, German, I think that all of them. Yea, so I was trying to tell my friend all of them the other day. She kept saying, "in a minute", 5 minutes later. "Can I tell you know?", "Hold on", "How bout now?", "Just wait". This went on for a good half hour. Which makes me wonder, why was I waiting? Why didn't I just go find someone else to tell this to? How about I don't wait. So how bout now? Is now OK? Or is your life too important to take 3 minutes out of your day to listen to me?

My asthma has been getting pretty bad lately due to the cold. So I stayed home yesterday, which did really help. I feel really bad right now. I have a problem with telling my dad, or anybody I don't feel good. I don't like having people help me and them thinking, "oh Cameron's sick maybe she shouldn't do this" I hate that. I have a problem telling my dad because he has been through so much I feel like I'm complaining about a stubbed toe. I feel like when I complain people look at me differentially, like I'm weak. I want to make sure everyone knows I'm not weak. I will not let others help me. That is a problem I have that I need to let go of. When my arm was in a sling a few years ago of course this girl was still outside with her brother fixing the house. Yea not a good idea. So how about I start trying to let people help? That's just me. I like that about me. So the other day I was walking outside with my friend and she wanted to run, which I was fine with. But of course the girl I was with just blurts out, "I'm sorry you cant run". OK, that aggravated me just a little bit. I can run, its not the greatest idea right now. But I can.

Cameron-Elizabeth