Military songs

This is another Music Monday thing. But all these songs are gonna be like military songs that I really like.

• John Michael- Letters From Home
• Tim McGraw- If Your Reading This
• Welcome Home.....A Soldiers Song*
• Toby Keith- American Soldier
• David Ball- Riding With Privet Malone
• Trace Adkins- Arlington

Some of those songs, actually most of them are kinda of sad. Some of them are a little old too. But in my opinion, there still really good. Sorry this post is kinda short, I promise there's a longer one coming.

Cameron-Elizabeth!
*I do not know the actual name, or singer of that song. But if you click the link you can listen to it. :)

Itll be all ok

It'll be all ok is the name of a song, by JC Van Luyn. Here is the link!

Its another military song that I love. Probly my favorite song, well pretty close.

Don’t be afraid
I’ll be coming home one day
I hope and pray
To God and Jesus every day to keep me safe
Don’t let the kids stay up too late
Make sure you pay all the bills while I’m away

Don't worry about it, Im comin home. I pray that Ill be safe, make sure the kids go to sleep on time and you pay the bills. Keep living without me.

It’ll be all ok,
It'll be all ok,
 It’ll be all ok,

It'll all be ok

Step on outside
Can you see the stars tonight
There’s one bright light
Shining on you, that’s me tonight
I’m right by your side
All you have to do is close your eyes
I’ll be right by your side
Sleeping with you while you sleep tonight

I'm watching you tonight, I'm right next to you. Just close your eyes and you'll see.

It’ll be all ok
It’ll be all ok
It’ll be all ok

It'll all be ok

More than a year
It’s been too damn long since I’ve been here
And these letters of fear
You’ve sent to me are filled with tears
No need for your tears
It’s only mortars in the atmosphere
Once I’m free from here
I’ll bring along some souvenirs

I've been gone for more then a year and that's way to long. I keep getting these letters from you scared, there's no need for them. Ill bring you guys home some cool stuff.

It’ll be all ok,
It’ll be all ok,
It’ll be all ok,

It'll all be ok

Sandstorms and wind now where do I should I begin
Most of my friends are dead and gone from my defense
Last night I dreamt that I would never wake up again
I wanted this to end but these wounds of war are hard to mend

There's sandstorms and wind here. Most of my friends died protecting me. Last night I dreamt I died, I just want this to end.

It’ll be all ok
It’ll be all ok
It’ll be all ok

It'll all be ok

Don’t be afraid cause I’ll be coming home today
Make sure you pray to God and Jesus every day
To keep you safe and all the kids while I’m away
So don’t wait too late
I’ll be home
I’m on my way

Don't worry, Ill be home today! Make sure you guys keep praying, to keep all of you guys safe. Don't wait, Ill be there. Im on my way home.

It’ll be all ok
It’ll be all ok
It’ll be all ok

Itll all be ok

Step on outside
Can you see the stars tonight
There’s one bright light
Shining on you and the kids tonight
I’m right by your side
All you have to do is close your eyes and I’m right by your side…
On my way home, I’m on my way back home, in your arms tonight

Come outside, can you see the stars? That bright light is me. Im right by you guys.



More Music!

"Without music, life would be a mistake"

I have another list of songs that I wanted to share with everyone.

• Hunter Hayes- More then I should
• Jessie J- Domino
• Christina Perri- Bang Bang Bang
• One Direction- What makes you beautiful
• Stereo Skyline- Kiss me in the morning
• Avril Lavigne- My happy ending
• Avril Lavigne- Sk8er boy
• Jason Alden- Hicktown
• Alex G- Tale as old as time

I absolutely love music. And the songs I have listed above are songs I listen to when Im getting ready for school. I get really into them and there just fun songs. Oh, and the quote above is by Friedrich Nietzsche.

I know I said my next post would have my bracelets and the movie list. But I thought a music Monday would be funner. And plus, I cant find my camera at this moment in time.

Cameron-Elizabeth!

What Ive been up to!

Hey guys!

So these past few months have been kind of busy. And challenging to. I've been balancing school and homework and chores and everything else going on. I don't do well in school. Actually that's an understatement. I suck at everything related to school. Well other then science. I have had almost no free time. But, schools over! Praise the lord! Im so glad about that, no more waking up at 6 and having 6 hours of my day wasted on just sitting there doing nothing of importance to me. I have had a rough year school and life wise. My grades have gone down hill really fast, and I am not proud of that. But when your home sick half the time it gets kinda hard to keep up with your grades. Im not using that as and excuse, but I mean it is. Any way, I got my English final back. 95! I made a 95! How awesome is that!

My goal of playing softball this summer didn't happen. For a couple reasons. Asthma, money, and were supposed to be traveling a lot. So I mean I guess Im ok with that. I love softball and it kind of upsets me that Im not playing AGAIN! If I had played at school and then didn't this summer I would be fine. But I was completely counting on playing this summer. But whatever, Im looking forward to everything else going on this summer.

I finally got my bracelets after waiting 6 months. I'm doing another fundraiser for the Leukemia and Lymphoma society. If anyone would like to buy one, please email me. thekidwithasthma@gmail.com This charity is something I have been involved in for a few years and I love doing it. So, Ill post a picture of them later.

I also just got my ap gov textbook for school. I have actually started the assignment I have to do too! I'm so excited! I am not going to procrastinate like I normally do. But I do have to figure out which movie I'm going to watch. The list will be in my next post with the bracelets. But there's like 8 movies all related to presidents and I have to chose one and answer some questions about it. I also have 3 essays and notes. Oh and a online chapter quiz. I have already almost finished the notes.

I really want to get a laptop sometime soon, just cause I want my own computer and that way I can do school work on it and I can do it in my room. Speaking of my room, I don't know if I mentioned it already or not, but I got a new bed frame! It boosted my bed up like 2 feet which feels kinda weird. And my cat thinks its still the same height so he's ran into the corner of it a few times. That's really funny to see. I have been so happy lately. I have amassing friends who have been hanging out with me a lot lately and I absolutely love it! And I love my cousin randomly calling me up to take me to dinner and ice cream. I miss doing our little Camy and Jessy days. We have so much fun!
Feeling Incredible! :)

Cameron-Elizabeth

Everything has a story behind it

Everything has a story behind it.

The reason I wont show people how bad I feel, there is a story there. The reason I don't complain about pain, another story. The reason no one will ever see me upset, another story. The reason I try to impress everyone I know. The reason I take my shower at 9 and no other time. The reason I never stop smiling. The reason I get really anxious.

The reason I wont show people how bad I feel....... When I was little like 7ish, I saw my dad at the sickest he had been in years. He would go out and do things and not let anyone see how bad he felt. Just like my amazing grandfather. Like father like son and then daughter. Well I told myself then that no matter how bad I feel I will be as strong as my daddy.

The reason I don't complain about pain....... I have seen how much people can hurt. The real tears that can not be held back. In the ER, people who are in pain that couldn't ever be compared to what I feel. I hurt. I am not going to tell anybody though. My brother told me when I was like 4 that no matter how bad something hurts I can tell him, but I have to be a strong girl for my parents. I don't complain to anyone for that reason. I have to be strong. Not weak.

The reason no one will see me upset........ Goes with the one above, I have to be strong. Not weak.

The reason I try to impress everyone....... I am afraid of failure, and not being liked. I want everyone to think highly of me. I was told by a friend that you have to impress everyone or you will have no one. I now know that isn't true. But when your in kindergarten, that leaves a lasting impression. I'm afraid Ill lose everyone.

The reason I take my shower at 9....... I know this is weird. But when I would take a shower/bath sense forever ago, it was at 9. And I don't like change, so 9 is stays.

The reason I never stop smiling....... My dad told me one time when he was in the hospital, "no matter how bad things are everyday is a miracle and don't ever take that for grated or stop smiling." So I don't.

The reason I get really anxious....... I am terrified of things. Terrified of failure and change and death. I get really anxious when someone talks to me because I am afraid of them talking about those things. I know that everyone dies and there is no reason to be scared of death, its not really death I'm scared of. Its losing someone who means so much to me. I cry over the stupidest things because they remind me of something someone did that I have lost.

Morel of this post, don't judge people. You have seen what they do, not why. You know there name but not there story.

Cameron-Elizabeth

When do you become old enough?

So I realized my last post didn't explain the whole dance like a dreamer. Well that has been something that I like to put on everything. It started when I was like 3, when I started dancing. My parents got me this pink and purple dance bag the says "dance like a dreamer" on it. I wanted to dance the nutcracker so bad. I knew it and could do all the moves. Well when auditions came around I tried out. It was amassing, I was just to young. That was a little mean. I was at the level with the older girls, but I wasn't "old" enough. That was my dream when I was little. Dancing in the nutcracker.

Im sick of this whole, your not old enough. Your to young. When exactly do I become old enough? Is there a day that everyone born in 1998 becomes old enough on may 4th? I don't believe there is. I think this is so stupid. When you say someone is to young why don't you give an age? They could have said, "Cameron, you dance really good and I would love to put you in the dance, but this part is for an older girl. When your 15 (or some other age) you should try out." No, that didn't happen, I wasn't even told politely. I understand that you have to be 18 to go to an R rated movie. And 21 to be served alcohol. But what about everything else?

Cameron-Elizabeth

Dance Like A Dreamer

I love dance. There is no way around that. Dance was my life for a long time and I still love and miss it. I unfortunately had to stop for a number of reasons that are not that important. But every time I get the chance to learn a new dance, or do an old one. I do. I love it. I love being in chorus and be the one the catches the dance quickest. Fortunately I am able to watch a dance once or twice and get it. We are doing a dance to every song we are singing. Well there's like 9 songs and only 2 weeks until the concert. That's like 2 dances a day to learn! Well the bad thing is that I cant learn more then one dance at a time. If you would wait a few hours and then try to show me that would work. But 2 dances in an hour and a half does not work!

I have been very fortunate when it comes to everything. I had a very good weekend last weekend. I went to my cousins weeding and had a ton of fun! She looked beautiful! The bridesmaids looked beautiful. Not to tot my own horn, but I looked pretty good too. The entire wedding was beautiful. Well until everyone started crying. But it was all good and we went on the rest of the day. I had a very fun time.

Cameron-Elizabeth!

Dance Like A Dreamer And Dance Forever!